2009 is over. It’s been a rollercoaster. I guess it’s the better choice but sometimes the Merry-Go-Round does look good. Here’s to hoping 2010 offers a lot more joy and happiness and that my dad heals and gets out of the hospital soon.
I keep being told about weird obsessive stuff involving me. I don’t know. I’m not 14 and I do not act like a 14 year old. I truly don’t care about any drama. I’m so far beyond that childish stuff. I won’t stoop so this is the only time it will get mentioned. Find a new hobby. This chick’s not interested and she never was.
I’ve come to realize that I am very lucky. I have love in my life. I have friendship, real, true friendship. So many people don’t have the kind of love and support that I do. That’s sad. The older I get the more I see just how fortunate I am and have been to have so many people who are real in my life and who care.
I don’t make resolutions. I think they’re silly. So rather than making a meaningless list about weight loss and other trivial things, I’ll say that I resolve to continue to appreciate what I have and be thankful for it. I will try to remain true to myself and continue to live my life with integrity. Lastly, I will write more. I’m not talking about blogging but rather that other stuff that I used to do and do well too. Of course, I have that thesis thing to worry about… I guess I should focus on writing that, first and foremost.
5 am. Time for bed.
